I don’t want to feel anymore.

I’am ~~Happy~~.

Why is it so hard to be just “HAPPY”?

There is always pain, sorrow, loneliness, depressions and frustrations after the happiness.

All I wanted was to be happy and yet cannot be. Those mixed feelings that I am feeling right now makes me want to kill myself to runaway.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I don’t want to feel anymore.

Apr 9

Entry 8

04.08.17 Bingsu! And all out love~

Apr 4

Entry 7

04.04.17

Apr 2

Entry 6

03.30.17 First gift! Birthday!

Mar 22

Entry 5

03.21.17

We fight but we’re okay.

https://passionatelovendesires.wordpress.com/2017/03/20/what-do-you-say-when-words-wont-come/">Mar 20

https://passionatelovendesires.wordpress.com/2017/03/20/what-do-you-say-when-words-wont-come/

https://thevioletcity.wordpress.com/2017/01/12/what-is-happiness/">Mar 20

https://thevioletcity.wordpress.com/2017/01/12/what-is-happiness/

Mar 20

The Guy I Want

I just want a guy who will love me endlessly. That guy who is brave enough to tell me honestly what he thinks about me. A guy brave enough to tell me what he really feels. I just want a guy who will see me as who I really am but will still love me in the best way he could. I want a guy who will treasure me like I’m the most precious jewel ever. I want a guy who will protect me and who will take a good care of me as if like I’m the most fragile glass.

I just want a guy who will be proud to have me. I want someone who isn’t afraid to tell the world how much I mean to him. I want a guy who can see my flaws but still love me. I want someone who knows how imperfect I am and how often I commit sins and mistakes but still for him, I’m perfect.

—Liane