I don’t want to feel anymore.

I’am Happy.

Why is it so hard to be just “HAPPY”?

There is always pain, sorrow, loneliness, depressions and frustrations after the happiness.

All I wanted was to be happy and yet cannot be. Those mixed feelings that I am feeling right now makes me want to kill myself to runaway.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I don’t want to feel anymore.